Walsh Library Gallery
presents

Exploring Gender Roles
Perception and Perspective

(Click here for the introduction and essay by Sue Scott)

Exhibition Checklist

Katherine Binder Kevin Patrick Kelly Leslie A. Schug
Loretta Bourque Heidi Khatami Nicholas R. Schutsky
Saune-Elisabet Carlisle Maria Lupo Shelia Smith
Mary Craik Alison Pack Charlie Spear
Sheri Crider Bonnie Peterson Erin Tapley
Jeannie Hulen Tracy Phillips Gwen Volner Walstrand
Kathryn Jill Johnson Linda Friedman Schmidt  V. Elisabeth Westwood
  Melissa Zieziula Worthington  

Katherine Binder
Mom 
2001
Needlepoint on fabric
12 1/2" x 12 1/2"

Baby 
2001
Needlepoint on fabric
12 1/2" x 12 1/2"

Sisters 
2001
Needlepoint on fabric
12 1/2" x 12 1/2"

Pin-up  
2001
Needlepoint on fabric
12 1/2" x 12 1/2"

The many roles I play (artist, worker, lover, daughter, to name a few) lend me the experiences that I draw upon for my sculpture and prints. My career as a prosthetist not only influences my use of anatomical and mathematical based imagery, but is also reflected in many of my themes as well. Such themes include the constraints of the human body, it's fragility, and at the most basic, it's mortality. Other qualities of being human that often enter my work are the human will and the potential it holds.

I will often reference mythology in my work to allude to shared qualities, experiences or feelings. These qualities form the basic archetypes that bind us together as humans. When creating prints and sculptures, I often pull from two sources, my background in science and my love for mythology and philosophy, to create metaphors for the experiences the different roles present in my life.

Process is a very important aspect of my work and often becomes a catharsis as well as a catalyst. To me there is a significance to meticulously hand crocheting a gown with a twenty-foot train that tapers into a single thread and eventually a ball of yarn. Methodically collecting fallen pods for a choker or welding thin pieces of metal rod into a delicate torso becomes a repetitive cycle as important to me as the product itself.

Materials also have great significance in my work. For example the dueling perception of hair, as beauty and disgust; the cold finality of steel welded into the organic form of the circulatory system casting soft shadows on the wall behind it; or the contradiction of juxtaposed organic and manufactured material coming together in a tenuous relationship to build Daedalus' wings.

It is this endeavor to capture, in these various materials, an image at once new and familiar, evoking a sense of shared experience and compassion, which drives my work.



Loretta Bourque
Flame Glow Super Shine Rasberry Riot Crème  
2000
Oil on linen
41" x 33"

#9 
2001
Oil on canvas
30" x 24"

I grew up in the diverse culture of New Orleans. The pageantry and drama of the city have influenced my work greatly.

Using the body as a vehicle, I am exploring traditional characteristics and imagery associated with gender, culture and the idealized notion of beauty.

My most recent work includes a series of portraits exploring pop culture through fashion, fetish and identity. I believe that costume itself can become a form of fantasy that constructs identities for both the figures and their surroundings.



Saune-Elisabet Carlisle   http://www.sccarlisle.com/
Barbie School or Hyper-Real World  
2003
Color photograph
8" x 10"

Paralysis of Essentialism  
2003
Color photograph
8" x 10"

     "Art functions on a retinal level uninformed by history, convention and context and on a second level as idea, pregnant with its own significance. As an artist, I strive to fuse both appreciations, allowing for satisfaction and challenge for the viewer. I wish to add to the dialectic that encourages democracy not only in art, but also in our society."

     Dr. Carlisle has traveled extensively and has enjoyed capturing in infrared, color, and black and white, the fine art beauty and the photojournalistic reality of our global community.

     In her series, "The Struggle," which has been shown in various venues across the country, Dr. Carlisle has captured the essence of the experience of the extremely immature newborn baby. She has traveled as far away as Romania to document this phenomenon.

     Her interest in the crisis of individual identity in corporate America and in the hyper-real "truth" that has resulted from the substitution of simulacra for reality, has led her to begin a new series, "Red, Green, and Blue…”. In this series, she is utilizing the media, ready-mades, digital and traditional view camera photography along with painting to elucidate the loss of and the search for individual identity in America.

     Dr. Carlisle has studied photography at the Brooks Institute of Photography and Art History at UCSB. She also has a BS and an MD.

Artist Statement- Red, Green, Blue ... An Homage to Postmodernism.

     A deep concern arose in me several months before I began this series as I read on one certain day a number of articles in USA Today, a nationally distributed newspaper. The subject of those articles and editorials was the threat to male hegemony and identity posited by the increasing number of women in colleges and postgraduate schools and what this threat meant to the future of the corporate world and to the power balance. According to these articles, the solution to this cascading danger was to recruit high school aged males a year before females were eligible to apply to college. I was stunned, even more so because I did not find, at that time, any counter to this argument.

     In order to address this and other concerns, I generated `'Red, Green. Blue ... An Homage to Postmodernism". In it, I have appropriated many of the images and linguistic tools of the late modern and postmodern periods to remind the viewer that gender and power issues were dealt with many years ago and that the seeds planted at that time to generate a more sophisticated understanding and a more equitable approach to difference and the new idea in our society may have germinated, but the roots did not take hold. The goals, set by those who challenged that which was accepted in the last century, were only partly met as the controlling elite saw to it that there was an appearance of change with legislation to eliminate the glass ceilings. Uncomfortable questions were and are masked by a thick film of media hype that transforms the token into the needed tool of control. By creating a form of constructed universal truth, the reality that there has not been and will not ultimately be any change in the power hierarchy in this country has remained hidden. In America, there is no true meritocracy and there is a limit to individual freedom that I have named the "narrow door". It is not that "the other" cannot pass through, but that there is a limit to how many and how much may be allowed to enter or said in another way, to interfere with the concretized status in quo. The consequence has been a paralysis which has resulted in a loss of the evolution of awareness and enlightenment.

     With this series, I hope to re-open and to initiate dialogue about freedom, merit, the narrow door, and the loss of individual momentum in the American culture of today.


Mary Craik   http://www.marycraik.com
Breaking the Glass Ceiling    
2003
Mixed media with machine quilting
42" x 29"

She Waited on Him Hand and Foot     
2003
Quilted and appliquéd hand dyed, burned out silk
43" x 21"

Last Luncheon  
2002
Acrylic on cotton
24" x 36"

I made my first dress in 1932 when I was eight years old and my first quilt in 1936. Unfortunately, the 1937 Ohio Valley flood destroyed the quilt and it was more than fifty years before I made the second one. In the 40's and 50's I made cocktail dresses, wedding and bridesmaids dresses for minimum wage. Not being able to make a living doing work I really enjoyed, I went back to school and eventually received a Ph.D and became a university professor of Psychology. I have no formal training in studio art and am self trained. My work is being sold in five galleries and has been in many shows in 13 states. I have won 12 awards as well as having five one-person shows. In 2003, 1 had one or more pieces of my work in 24 nationally juried shows and five of these pieces won awards. Now at 79 years of age and in retirement, I can afford to work for minimum wage again. It is with great joy that I am making quilts and wall hangings. Being involved with art has given a whole new meaning to my life. My goal is to please the eye and the heart. It is my hope that when you see my work you will feel some of the joy I feel when I am doing it.


Sheri Crider
Performativity #3 
2003
Digital print on canvas 
24" x 30"

Performativity #5 
2003
Digital print on canvas
24" x 30"

'Performativity' is a variable dimension installation exploring the performance of gender. The original installation fills a 10' x 10' x 10' space that has been decorated with the tropes of marriage -white paper bells hang over the entrance, while three walls are six portraits of the artist and her partner, exploring the continuum of gender performance. The fourth wall is wrapped in wedding paper with Victorian shelf holding a bronze bride and figurine offering wedding white chocolates to the viewer.



Jeannie Hulen
bi product 9 (triplets)    
2003
Mixed media
21" x 14" x 32"

bi product 12       
2003
Mixed media
24" x 14" x 32"


by
bi       product 
buy

Stool samples of the consumer body, analyzed by mass industry (including all industry: media, medical, art, etc), are converted into information feeding industry, and in turn fed back into the consumer body.

Visual language/art exists between. Art has ap/depreciated into a bi product amid a body (the senses), and culture (language). Art, concurrently contained within body and culture, preserves its valued status as a by product, being bought by culture, the consumer body. The artist/performer and the art/visual language subsist in society because art survives as a product. If art and the artist did not assume this role the work would have no value. This concept goes for all living and non-living entities in contemporary society. All things are bi; between the body and culture.

The body, by definition is a living subject and a dead object; the body exists and ceases to exist. The body theoretically endures as a bi object/subject, referring simultaneously to both life and death. These products conceptually, as with the body, refer to object/subject, life/death, culture/body, mass-body/consumer-body. If the body lives, then it is an active subject. If the body expires, then it becomes a passive object. These products, neither alive nor dead are bodies; the consumer body. The consumer body lives as an active subject, consuming the "mass" of mass consumption, and is dead a passive object, studied like a corpse after it has been consumed.

I, the artist, have performed my culturally determined role (in consumer society), by producing a body of products. I, the researcher, have chosen to entitle/re-name the art its accurate name "product". These products have value because they are a result of an investment (time/supplies), the objective encouraging, forcing the consumer body to buy/consume. The bi products are metaphorical surrogates for the human body, the consumer body, the bi artist, etc. Each product completes its digestive cycle when consumed by the consumer. These apparatus serve and feed the consumer body, fed to the artist from mass industry for the purpose of mass consumption by the consumer body.

The artist stages an act: playing the role of supplier, critiquing the role of supplier, and buying from the supplier. Consumption, perpetuated by the artist, supplies the consumer body, critiques the consumer body, and creates a self-portrait/self-consumer body. I am, products are: ambiguous', s/he2, trans3, bi. All objects and concepts located amongst the feeder and the fed (in culture/body).

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1.Stool samples of the consumer body, analyzed by mass industry (including all industry: media, medical, art, etc), are converted into information feeding industry, and in turn fed back into the consumer body.' See ambiguous/distinction, a visual illumination of organs harvested. 2 See s/he, this body of work visually and textually communicates various concepts at play in this body of products: drag/role-playing, the autobiographical history of gender, the relevance of porcelain, slip-casting, hand-made one of a kind objects, (which are conceptually continued in trans mutation), etc.. 3 See trans mutation, for clarifications of incestuous relationships, porcelain's conceptual location in industry and art, and the buying and selling of the body in medicine (medical references are also explained in s/he).

 

Kathryn Jill Johnson
When she was good   
2003
Mixed media
17" x 23"

Age of Industry   
2002
Mixed media
22 1/2" x 23 1/2"

Images of childhood began emerging in my work through my interest in identity and embodiment. I have focused on devices that are crafted by humans to control flesh: medical instruments, horse tack and, most significantly, orthopedic devices. I use medical and scientific illustration as source material for my work and have found the drawings that are most potent for me are those of children. My metonymic use of these images examines the way imperfect forces, thwarted desires, and damage are critical to the development of identity. .As I examined my response to those images I realized that these associations were most explicit when connected to childhood.

As my understanding of how these historicized images of children connected to F'reudian and Lacanian theories about personality development grew, I had an impulse to include references to children's playthings into the paintings. I found the addition of these toy images enriched the suggestive power of the work. The works "play" with the notion of children as objects of desire and beings with desire. The physical restraints suggest both damage and correction. The body remains central - is it vessel or source, trap or vehicle, friend or foe? We are creatures of flesh shaped by chemistry, physics, joy and desire. What ravages us? The force of denial, interruption, indulgence or transcendence hone us. We know intuitively that we "are", that we live inside our flesh-call it mind or soul or consciousness but where? The self is always shifting location in the body and in the frailties of memory. The relentlessness of time leaves us sure that this moment is the authentic one and the past, it's us and a stranger too.

I want to evoke both self-evaluation and empathy. The use of visual references that are often damaged or fractured along with similarly "broken" and repaired surfaces on the "body" of the works invite identification with both self and other. Revisiting these traumas that are at once mundane, intense, and integral to growth makes these little vignettes. They are nostalgic, dirty and spun between the pseudo specificity of the science book and the translation into metaphor. They reconfigured on a flat plane like text, but dirtier. They are stuttered open, spread out like a story, like a joke where you can only remember the sense of the punch-line and it is not quite right. You wonder: "Hey is that mine? What you just told me, is it mine? Is the moment of hearing- telling- showing-remembering mine?" We are creatures of damage. We are creatures of radiance. We think we're so smart.


Kevin Patrick Kelly  
Patti Smith  
1998
Acrylic on wood
80" x 55"

Homecoming  
2001
Acrylic on wood
26" x 50"

It is a struggle to find light in difficult and dark times but hope pierces through because it is enlivened by faith. To recognize grace in the beauty of creation may seem obvious enough, but we are also called to find grace in the face of suffering, hunger, terror and anxiety; this is where the seed of compassion really begins to take root.

The human person longs for eternity as well as for things which give ultimate meaning to our lives - not only in terms of what is to come but in the way that we choose to live our lives in the here and now; one greatly impacts on the other. Where have we come from? Where are we going? What is the nature of truth, love and beauty? These are the very questions that propel me to participate in the creative act. Living in a time mired by relativism, the world often appears groundless, hence the increase in depression, addiction, and violence. There is a need, therefore, to communicate a sense of joy, light, and hope while at the same time keeping in mind the many real and often devastating burdens which afflict the world.

Gender, political, economic, and social roles - while important - can, if misdirected, miss the point of our common humanity. We live in a culture that constantly defines itself by what a person does and not who they are. It is not so much a matter of "re-defining" roles but a matter of once again unearthing the dignity afforded to all human persons regardless of externals. There are both distinctions and similarities which need to be kept in proper balance and maintained. When we push one over the other the fullness of who we are gets crushed.

Art is a springboard to the eternal/transcendent. Hopefully, it infuses a sense of wonder, memory, and contemplation. My work as an artist forges forth from the inner life, seeking out the core of what it means to be alive. It is a glimmer of something far greater: the gift of creation given to all.



Heidi Khatami
#2 Twice as Well  
2003
Paper
20" x 30"

#7 Marriage 
2003
Paper
20" x 30"


Maria Lupo  http://www.lupoart.com/
Metamorphosis I     
2000
Gauze, wire, acrylic
65" x 18" x 8"

Healing ourselves and healing our planet are the main concerns of my work. Rooted in
process, the healing properties of the artwork are enhanced by the use of different materials (including: acupuncture needles) which have both expressive and tactile qualities. Additionally, the assemblages are constructed of a rich mixture of beads, feathers, gauze, spanish moss, canvas and other natural materials. The images, hand-crafted and archetypical in nature, affirm the human touch bearing witness to the power of the human spirit and its ability heal. Common and accessible to all, the materials easily recognizable and non-traditional in nature challenge the notion of art while portraying the universality of the work. The work speaks about the natural world through its choice of subject matter and its use of materials evoking a particular mythopetic relationship with nature to express both real and imagined images.



Alison Pack
Lil' Business Suit  
(far left)
2001
Copper, sterling silver, fine silver, gesso, prismacolor
3 1/2" x 1" x 1 1/2"

Lil' Sailor  
(front)
2002
Copper, sterling silver, gesso, prismacolor
3 1/2" x 1 1/2" x 2 1/2"

Lil' Rocker  
(center)
2002
Copper, sterling silver, fine silver, nu-gold, acrylic, prismacolor
7 1/2" x 1 1/2" x 4"

Sex Starts in the Kitchen  
(right)
2002
Copper, sterling silver, fine silver, gesso, prismacolor
3 1/2" x 3/4" x 1/2"

Cupcakes (2 pieces) 
2002
Copper, sterling silver, fine silver, gesso, acrylic
4" x 3/4" x 4 1/4"

My metal work is a personal narrative of my southern upbringing. My pieces are a reflection of my inner thoughts and feelings. I have chosen to reference the female form, void of an actual body, implied through clothing.

As a young girl I collected objects made for girls: stickers, ink pens, small dolls, figurines, costume jewelry and accessories for playing dress up. They sparked my love for the miniature, which has inspired my metal work. These objects became sacred to me. I worshipped them for their beauty and intimacy. As an adult I collect girls toys and fashion doll accessories because they are beautiful. As soon as I release them from their packages and hold them in my hand I ordain them as sacred. These girly toys have been by my side every step of the way during my passage into womanhood.

My dress vessels become vehicles for my fantasies. Fairy tales and fashion magazines shaped the romantic fantasies that I had about womanhood. Personally my dress vessels contact with the fantasies of womanhood that I once perceived as reality. Now as a woman, they act as surrogates of childhood experiences rekindling me with my childhood fantasies. Void of the figure, these forms start to become self-portraits as well as vehicles for reaching glamour.

The little outfits that I create are something that would traditionally be sewn. By learning to sew Barbie and other fashion doll clothes, girls were being taught how to sew their own clothes and how to be fashionable on a small scale. I never learned how to sew, but I always wanted too. I have always had the desire to create clothing. As a woman, I fulfilled my desire to sew in an alternative route, metalsmithing, which is now my true love.


Bonnie Peterson    http://ww.bonniepeterson.com
Documentation 
1998
Polaroid and heat transfers on satin and drapery sheers, embroidery on velvet
16" x 19"

Veil  
1998
Heat transfers, sheers, net, stitched
60" x 55"

Bodice  
1999
Heat transfer on satin, embroidery on velvet
35" x 52"

I started keeping a journal when I was 12 years old. My quilts are visual journals that chronicle my adventures in the wilderness and through life with text and photos. I tell the stories form kayak and ski trips to the back country. I explore family and social issues. The work is often narrative and self-referential employing embroidery and heat transfers of text and photography. I am interested in irony and personal imagery, symbols, history, and words.

I save maps, journals, documents and photographs from my trips to the lakes and mountains, and transfer the images or text to tactile fabrics such as silk, satin, velvet and brocade. I stitch the pieces together in layers, and embroider words from my diary in thick rayon and wool threads using large cursive writing. I want the work to look old and intricate, as an early twentieth century Victorian crazy quilt.
My divorce involved a lot of paperwork containing unfamiliar legal language which often struck me as ironic and symbolic of gender roles. The legal process took two grueling years and these pieces were made in the middle of that time in my life.


Tracy Phillips
Older Person #4
2003
Oil on wood
30" x 22"

Older Person #6
2003
Oil on wood
22" x 30"

The "Old People" paintings are a series in progress. They evolved out of another series I have been working on for about two years called the "Baby Series." This new series explores the opposite side of the coin (aged vs. infancy) or where these two states of being merge. As with the "Baby" series, I consider this new series to be deeply personal, evolving out of my own reflections on aging and my place in the continuum. At the age of forty-two, I see myself as being at equal distance from infancy and old age, a place of middle.

I do not work from models. I prefer to explore the images of figures as they emerge from memory, imagination, and my own projections. Often as a figure emerges, I find that it seems to take on a persona that is both familiar and a complete mystery to me. These figures are alone in their worlds, environments that suggest a combination of danger, playfulness, and sexual tension. A sense of both resiliency and vulnerability emanates. These worlds, or environments, are ambiguous, suggesting internal states. The figures defy our usual notion of the aged as devoid of sexual provocation. They don the symbols of youth and sexuality; a nipple ring or a nose piercing. I am interested in exploring images and ideas in a way which creates a sense of paradox.


Linda Friedman Schmidt
When Mothers Can't Mother 
2003
Hand-cut strips of discarded clothing hooked on cotton wrap
63" x 41"

To stress the importance of the traditional woman's role as nurturing mother, I make intentional reference to classical religious madonna and child art in this work. The nurturing mother is not a myth or a fantasy. She was, for hundreds of thousands of years, and still is, the mother of all humans and the foundation on which our success as a species rests.

Women, in their traditional role of nurturing, loving mother, have the power to greatly impact the future of the world. A nurturing world starts at home with mothers. Stressed mothers hurt the world's future. No nurture means no future. When mothers suffer, the world suffers. Children need relaxed, happy, emotionally available mothers.

The need for a nurturing mother, if unmet, has a profound impact on one's ability to function socially, as well as on one's basic biology. Early emotional experiences influence us for the rest of our lives. They influence how we see the world. A mother's love, attention, and snuggling teach us empathy, confidence, and resilience, as well as communication skills. Growing up in a predictable, safe environment with a loving mother helps us to develop a sense of trust and self-reliance, confidence, curiosity, enthusiasm, and motivation to learn, gives us a better handle on stress.

Autobiographical, this art work reflects the psychological trauma I suffered as a child of a wardamaged woman. I am the unhappy baby in the art. My mother was numb, distracted, depressed, emotionally unavailable. She "had no milk." My endless crying for human warmth and affection was misunderstood. I was taken to a hospital, left there alone. And when I was only three months old, she was pregnant again.

This art work is a response to current frightening world affairs, to poverty, hunger, war, so much psychological trauma suffered by women all over the world. Terrorized, grieving, hungry, preoccupied, distressed, distracted, stressed, depressed women cannot give their children the emotional support they need to grow up as psychologically healthy individuals.

I don't wish see to my past repeating itself in the lives of countless children in today's world. This work is an outcry for world peace in these profoundly disturbing times. Have we not learned from history? What of the immense psychological impact of war and hatred? The possibility of my ugly World War II history repeating itself in the present world horrifies me.

 

Leslie A. Schug
All in a Day's Work    
2000
Enameled steel, fabric, lace, Velcro
36" x 18" x 1/4"

Pin the Gender on the Baby     
2002
Enameled steel, paper, magnet, laminate
20" x 23"

 

Nicholas Schutsky
Sprawl   
2003
Mixed media installation
54" x 54" x 15"

Super Night Light   
2002
Mixed media
3" x 12" x 11"

The motives in this body of work are concerned with the questioning of various aspects of human socialization. Scenarios are presented in which particular occurrences and situations are analyzed. Judgments are not directly intended or defined. Rather, the introduction of these situations allows for the contemplation of how one chooses to view them. It is possible to subscribe to what is offered, reject it, or in the ideally, consider it and what possible affect it has on a grander scale. It does not have a specific solution. A + B does not necessarily equal C. Rather the paradox becomes the questioning of A, B, and C and their larger implications when carried out.

The work is based from a purely conceptual perspective. Formal considerations are made only in that they do or do not distract from the idea being presented. A cohesive marriage of appropriate materials to these ideas is essential. Therefore, varied arrays of media are employed.

 

Sheila Smith
Mermaid Gone Fishing 
2001
Oil on canvas
35 3/8" x 31 3/8"

My work is a reflection of my inner life and the world I live in. I try to be a careful and critical observer of contemporary society. I reveal my ideas by portraying figures and animals in an abstracted environment. The animals in my paintings are symbols for myself, women, and all human kind.

Several years after I started to paint, I saw a show of Magritte's work. The contradictions his imagery produced intrigued me. I liked this in my own work but it happened subconsciously. I realized I needed to become more focused and purposeful. The result is a series of paintings that are incongruous.

My paintings can be conceptual, expressive, and/or surreal. By creating tension and ambiguity I engage and confront the viewer. I suspend belief, pose questions, and portray contradiction and implausibility.

 

Charlie Spear
Bruno, the three legged dog, on the Killing Floor      
2003
Oil pastels, house-paint, paper, and acrylic on canvas
30" x 80"

The piece mentioned above is autobiographical of the dismemberment of a my
person enduring a divorce regardless of the reasons behind the divorce. A death of a sorts results and the dog Bruno the faithful family dog, my psyche, does not recognize the killing nor the parts of the whole man during the divorce process. The strong male emphasis on the dog is the male's side of the two gender dispute. The Interrogatory, the accusations and the fruitless Mediation process along with the initial refusal to see a marriage counselor has left Bruno alone on the killing floor amid dried blood\ body parts. (marital memories good and not so good).

I am a painter of-the emotional slices of my life. Sometimes they are semi representational but most of the time becomes abstractions of these concrete emotions. I prefer the abstraction since emotional expression for me is to produce the language suited to my experience. If I paint a red rectangle and surround it with green hash marks the rectangle is neither red nor polygonal but emotional ether.

 

Erin Tapley
Toma Ascending Staircase 
2003
Acrylic on canvas
32" x 46"

I am fortunate enough to have a husband with curves and a marriage with angles, which defy typical gender roles. My artistic imagery plays with these factors, as I have always preferred to depict people as their candid selves.

 

Gwen Volner Walstrand
Horrid
2001
Van Dyke brown print
18" x 42"

Come Hither 
2003
Van Dyke brown print
20" x 24"

My search for powerful connections between place and experience is facilitated through my fascination with photography as representation of place, evidence, process, event. The photograph - at once an object, an image, a memento - is touched by reality and credibility, but shaped, skewed, and crafted by the thoughts of the photographer. That layering of possibilities inherent in the photographic object provides the basis of my approach to photography.

Through interaction with place, I fuse autobiographical events and relationships into the rather meditative activity of making objects and the eventual images. The events and relationships that are represented in this work are based on personal yet very common experiences of life, work, motherhood, and the childlike process of learning about the world through tactile experiences and thoughtful organization of the things at hand.

"Most often place applies to our own 'local' ­ entwined with personal memory, known or unknown histories, marks made in the land that provoke and evoke. Place is latitudinal and longitudinal within the map of a person’s life. It is temporal and spatial, personal and political. It is about connections, what surrounds it, what formed it, what happened there, what will happen there." from Lucy Lippard, Lure of the Local

 

V. Elisabeth Westwood
My (Grandmother's) China 
2003
Chromogenic print
4" x 6" (image)

Desirability 4 (Part 1)  
2003
Chromogenic print
20" x 24"

Desirability 4 (Part 2) 
2003
Chromogenic print
20" x 24"

I've never considered myself to be a tomboy, but I don't quite meet all the social norms for a woman. I'm tall - almost six feet, loud, and very forward. I don't wear high heels or nylons, although I love skirts and dresses. The only makeup I own is lipstick, which I often forget to put on when I'm going out. I've never had a boyfriend. I used to worry that people thought I was a lesbian.

What does it mean to be a woman? As I considered this, I thought about how we often judge people by their appearance. We make assumptions about their ethnic background, how much money they make, where they live; what kind of person they are. So, what do we think women look like? What are they expected to do to fit in to the role society has assigned them? If I fit in with these norms, would I feel more like a woman?

I wore makeup all day on the day that I photographed part 1. It was an interesting experience. One guy friend raved about how great I looked. Another said the lipstick was a little much, because he'd never seen me wear it before. Personally, I felt funny. There was gunk all over my face. My eyelashes stuck together every time I blinked. Whether or not I looked better, I wasn't going to wear this stuff everyday.

Someone asked me if I was trying to say that makeup was a bad thing. It wasn't my intent to pass judgment; I just wanted to explore some issues that I have dealt with. I have a friend who thinks makeup is wonderful; she believes that no matter what face you were born with, you can make improvements. My mother always told me that I was blessed with good coloring, and so makeup didn't make that much difference. Through the experience of making these photographs, I decided that I don't need makeup to feel better about myself. I like myself just the way I am, even if I never get a boyfriend.

My (Grandmother's) China is part of "In My 21st Year," a series that I am currently compiling, which explores what it means to grow up, and where I was at that time in my life.When my grandmother told me about the wedding china that she received from her cousin - shipped to her in wooden boxes packed with sawdust - I was enthralled. Then she told me that she would give it to me, once I was in a more permanent place.

Dishes seem to embody some great rite of passage, a preparation for a life to come. My mother brought her china on the night of her first date with my father. A friend wrote an essay about relationships that were interspersed with the kitchen her grandmother was building up for her - the metal measuring cups, the silver spoons, the china waiting in the cabinet. During her reading if it, I turned to the person next to me and with urgency whispered that my grandmother had promised me her china too.

I had a very clear idea in my mind what this picture would look like. The pose, the way I would hold the plate, the dress I would wear. It was only after I shot the photo that I realized that it was a fertility image, a hope for a family and children to come - someone for me to pass the china on to.

 

 

Melissa Zieziula Worthington  www.melissazworthington.com
Containment 
2003
Giclee transparency print, acrylic, aluminum
35" x 42" x 1/2"

Consumption  
2003
Giclee transparency print, acrylic, aluminum
35" x 29" x 1/2"

Determinism  
2003
Giclee transparency print, acrylic, aluminum
35" x 42" x 1/2"

Artist's Statement

The photographic pieces on display are part of a larger series, titled micro/macro/cosm/ology. A cosmology can be simply defined as a world view. Each piece is an experimental attempt to construct a hyper-real situation: one where I can see myself in a photographic moment where I am able to simultaneously interact with microscopic, biological events occurring within myself, fatalistic events occurring far outside the perimeter of my immediate awareness, past personal histories, past human histories, and acts of healing and wholeness. The presentation of the pieces as large, physical objects represent my corporal reality, which is confined to the laws of biology, physics, time and space. The illusion of the image floating on top of the piece suggest the presence of something ethereal, something fluid that changes and shifts. I want to challenge the assumption that photographs are objective and complete by incorporating elements of reality that a photograph cannot possibly capture. The result, ironically, is both more truthful and less believable.

"Determination" uses illustrations from genetics texts to demonstrate possible genotypes that can result from a combination of dominant genes (represented by capital letters) and recessive genes(represented by lower case letters) from both parents. Any combination which includes a capital letter, or dominant gene, results in the dominant phenotype, or physical expression, of that genetic combination. Physical characteristics such as sex (not to be confused with gender), hair color, eye color, etc. are examples of traits determined by random combinations of genes. In the piece, I hold a little girl's dress over my body, a body which belongs to a grown woman in pig-tails, a hairstyle generally associated with young girls. The ribbon in the center of the dress resembles the shape of the chromosomes in the illustration. The question central to the piece is the role of biological force, so seemingly random, in the determinism of my socialization as a girl who will grow up to become a woman.

"Consumption" portrays a woman (myself), seated flush to one side of the piece in a crouched, defensive position. Her hair is covered by a cloth, resembling a cross cultural practice of obscuring the head/hair of a woman, sparing viewers from its sexual suggestiveness, while also reminding the viewer of popular images of the Virgin Mary. The woman's arm is extended, bearing a glowing apple: a symbol of poisonous knowledge, which results in the downfall of such mythic women as Eve and the fabled Snow White. Over the female figure floats a circle of text which comes from the diary of a 17th century nun in Italy, who writes about the miracle of her survival despite self-starvation. Many monastic practices attempt to overcome the limitations of the body in order to come into mystical union with the Divine. The book Holy Anorexia by Rudolph M. Bell, from which the diary entry was appropriated, traces the history of anorexia through medieval Christian monastic practice in order to establish the argument that self-starvation is not an entirely contemporary phenomenon driven by external cultural forces, but part of a long standing tradition of self-control through denial. The title of the art piece, "consumption", refers to both the forbidden act of eating and/or acquiring, while also rhyming with the word "assumption", the word used to describe Mary's entrance into heaven (which suggests a passive act, in contrast to Jesus' "ascention" into heaven, which suggests decisive action).

"Containment'' portrays a woman (myself) seated among jugs, bottles, vases and other vessels. The round, pear-like shape of the woman's body mimics the round shapes of the various vessels in her company. Units of measurement such as rulers and thermometers rise from the vessels and a ruler creeps up the back of the woman like a backbone. The environment surrounding the woman appears like ether or air, licking around the objects like fire. The piece challenges the poetic description of the body as a housing unit for the soul, a notion which implicitly divides the body and soul irreparably. Measurement serves as a source of irony because of both the author's history of measuring her self-worth by the appearance of her body as well as the inability of any scientific tool to prove the existence of the spirit or soul.

 

Updated: 08/19/04